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Monday, 09 July 2007

  • A few....

    It has been a short time since this was updated. I'm getting better I swear. Well things are getting rather eventful at the moment.

    First off, I would like to congratulate Mark and Maria on the wonderful wedding. I had a blast and enjoyed the ceremony very much. Secondly, mostly thanks to some intervention it appears there may be a new interest in my life soon. Some people involved in the wedding hooked me up so to speak with one of Maria's bridesmaids. She is very nice and incredibly sweet. I enjoyed talking to her at the reception and hopefully something will come of it. I do hope something does come of this. I truly enjoyed being with this girl and we have a lot in common. She made me smile and laugh with little effort on her part and it appeared that she also enjoyed my company as well. We have exchanged numbers, so it will go from there. I hope to learn much about her over the next few weeks.

    I am alone this week, the parents went on vacation. Kroger has rewarded me with a week filled with work. Sunday was my only day off. Mon through Sat I work various shifts that range from early afternoon to evening and early morning to late afternoon. I even have a midnight shift in there on Thur. If all goes well I may get Friday off. I hope on at least one of the days I actually have an evening I can try to get out and have a date.

    Lastly, the week of July 15 to July 21 I will be out of town myself. It is my vacation from Kroger and I have planned to go stay with my brother up in Canton, Ohio. This is why I want to spend some time with her this week before I go away for a week.

    I really like this girl, and I think with time it could become something more. But I will let time tell the story, whatever happens will happen for a reason.

    Wish me luck, and sorry for the novel....lol.

Wednesday, 06 June 2007

  • Long time....

    Well it has been months since I've even been to this thing. Things are well. Still working at Kroger. And alas I am still single. Things did not work out the way that I had hoped. My life is continually throwing curves at me just to see which way I will jump so that it can sucker-punch me when I'm not expecting it. But to quote the great Batman Begins, "Why do we fall......so that we may pick ourselves up." Things will come to light and I will find what I'm looking for.

    For those of you who I have neglected, forgive me. I do not mean to. Work takes up a lot of my time and sadly I have become rather engaged in World of Warcraft. If anyone wants to do something, like get me out of my house....lol, please just call. I usually have my schedule for work so I will know when I'm free to try and set something up. Whether you want to do something or not, do try and give me a call. It is nice hearing from people I haven't heard from in a while.

Sunday, 14 January 2007

  • well...

    I suppose most of you that might read this know that I have not had much luck in the relationship field. I've been hurt a lot, some things just were not meant to be. Well those of you close to me already know this, but I thought I would update those who are away that read this. I had my first date last week, a real date. We went to the mall and ate at the food court to kill time till our movie started. We talked for a good long time while eating. It was really fun. We both seemed to be enjoying ourselves. I hope to talk to her soon to get a second date going, it is just that I am so afraid of getting hurt again. But you know what, I need to forget all that and just leap. I'll never fail if I don't try, but I'll never succeed either. Wish me luck in this endevor and hopefully I will have a very happy update next time. Perhaps the long time bachelor will no longer be single the next time I update this.

Wednesday, 06 December 2006

  • ughh....

    Well I just wanted to thank everyone for being there for me through the crap I had to put up with. I will be fine in time, just try not to bring it up as much when you are around me. Time will erase the wounds she left, but brining it up may open them up again. I am blessed to have such good friends that have stuck with me and supported me. In my idiocy I neglected the ones closest to me. I know you forgive me, but we should never have grown so far apart. With any luck I will be able to spend time with those that I have been away from for so long over break. My heart is finding it hard to trust again, but it is doing its best. I care for someone, but I am more confused than I have ever been. I know with strong friends and courage I will figure everything out and perhaps find what I am looking for the most. If at times it appears there is something wrong with me, just remember that I am still struggling to cope and mend the wounds. She changed me, and hurt me. That can't be erased, and sadly I can't forgive her for what she did to me. The one thing happened that I never intended on happening, I lost a good friend. But I must get control of things before I lose those that were closer to me than she was. By reading this I don't want anyone to treat me any differently, I will get through it. All I ask is that you all continue doing what you are doing and I will be fine.

    Wow that was a long rant, and again thanks everyone.

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